April 11th, 2020

nurse practitioner

challenges: there are about 12 RNs (2 NPs) in our Health Dept in a city of 500,000. There is political pressure to set up shelters and drive-thru testing clinics that we cannot possibly staff or oversee. We are getting spread too thin in the community which causes such hopelessness in the staff.
When we are through this I certainly hope that Americans demand healthcare for all. The economic hit for many Americans, with a loss of insurance, is adding insult to injury.
On one hand, I feel so fortunate to be able to work and continue to bring home a paycheck. I get tremendous support from extended family who know I am testing our community members, but my heart breaks for our local small businesses and neighbors and friends who may not have the resources that my family does.
I have had my eye on retirement the last few years.....yesterday was my 36th anniversary of getting my RN license in the mail - from the old NCLEX system - a 2 day test with a pencil! I have never been prouder to be an RN to see nurses stepping up to this challenge with grace and intelligence. But retiring now would make me feel as if I were abandoning my colleagues in this unprecedented health crisis.
When does my self care start and my care for others end?

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Such a hard question about caring for others vs. caring for ourselves. Friends convinced me that as a cancer patient I should NOT be working in a hospital right now. So, I am caring for myself by staying home, but when I see how hard nurses and docs are working I feel shattered (though not nearly as shattered as they feel). Remember that you can only do what you can do. And you can only do your best. I have a feeling that your best is pretty good, though!

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have you studied the martyr complex?

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